This one hits home for a lot of us. It touches on struggles with PTSD all well as confidence issues which I know we all struggle from.
lyrics
What has gotten into me
I feel like I’m flaunting insanity
To become of me we’ll see
Times not nice to those who refuse to breathe
Die right now or pray to me
Fake deity disguised as my right to be
No more shall I wait and see
I want to be bare whenever I reach my final fantasy
I am not your property
Without lines you draw in me
Not a single day goes by where I don’t feel a bunch of people look down on me
It’s okay to be this way
I tell myself everyday
I wonder if I’ll ever believe a single thing anyone says to me
Waiting alone I find myself thinking
All I can see is the way that you get in my head, heedless, soulless.
When will I stop and try to fight again
I guess it’ll be when I realize I’m better off dead, darkness, endless.
I’ve suffered immensely, but didn’t notice until this moment,
Captured , punished, tarnished remnants of a living man,
Left to rot in the sun, Even though my freedom is secure,
I can’t decide what to do anymore,
My debts are high and I cannot afford,
so someone’s got to pay my price!
Someone has got to pay my price,
Pay my price!
I’m. Not. Dead.
You. See. Me and I know you do
I’m. Not. Dead.
You. See. Me it’s the fucking truth
I’m. Not. Dead.
You. See. Me as if you needed proof
I’m. Not. Dead.
You. See. Me as I’ve always been and you could never understand that I’m a fucking revenant
What has gotten into me
I feel like I’m flaunting insanity
To become of me we’ll see
Times not nice to those who refuse to breathe
Die right now or pray to me
Fake deity disguised as my right to be
No more shall I wait and see
Simplicity is when I reach my final fantasy
I am not your property
Without lines you draw in me
Not a single day goes by where I don’t feel a bunch of people look down on me
It’s okay to be this way
I tell myself everyday
I wonder if I’ll ever believe a single thing anyone says to me
Waiting alone I find myself thinking
All I can see is the way that you get in my head, heedless, soulless
Lost in the sky is how I imagine you
Waiting for me to come rescue you again, never, again
Pull me over
Pull me over
Pull me over
Let’s go
credits
from Dark Star Falling,
released October 31, 2021
Nick Peeples(Vocals)
Brandon Smith(Guitar/Bass,Vocals)
Isaiah Findley(Drums)
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